I am Obsessed with..

I am Obsessed with..

My New HOLY GRAIL product CBD tincture.

It is no secret that I struggle with my mental health. Over the years my life has become more and more disrupted by my anxiety and my panic attacks. I started planning my day around my anxiety and I only entered into situations I could control, so I wouldn’t trigger any panic or fear in myself. I let my anxiety run the show and make decisions for me. I have tried different types of therapies to try and curb the affect my anxiety had upon me. I tried meditation, medication, any thing that my doctor’s suggested to me. I did tons of research on Cannabis and how it affects my anxiety. I started steering clear of Cannabis strains that would cause anxiety, and during my research I learned about CBD’s.

There is an increasing amount of research being conducted on CBD’s. These cannabinoids are very interesting because they’re non-psychoactive, unlike other cannabinoids from the cannabis plant.
I overloaded myself with studies on generalized anxiety and panic attacks disorder. I found article upon article chalked full of scientific jargon breaking down how CBD’s interact with our brains. From what I gleaned from all the combined studies was this; CBD’s help treat anxiety and panic with NO side effects. We can’t say that about one prescribed pill.

Being the broke starving artist I am I can hardly afford my bills let alone any out of pocket cost for any medications. I receive all my medical care through the VA in South Dakota, and I am so GRATEFUL and THANKFUL for all the help I given. BUT they will not foot the bill for my CBD expenses. I was so fortunate to get in contact and communicate with a company that was WILLING to send me from CBD’s to TRY..


This company has AMAZING products for great prices, and this is the EXACT CBD products I use.

I enjoy my morning ten times more since incorporated the tinctures into my routine. I have stopped reaching for my anxiety mediation almost all together. And I have finally taken charge of my social anxiety, panic attacks, fear, and the general anxiety of my life for the first time in my adult life. I have become in control and it is true freedom.

Coconut Oil for everything

I originally started using coconut oil for my hair, but the list has been ever growing. I now use coconut oil daily on my face, skin, and tattoos. If I could I probably would bath in this stuff, its that amazing. I know it been talked about a millions times, but I feel like it deserves the hype. I dropped my expensive make up remover balms and wipes, and solely use coconut oil to remove all the make up I where. I use coconut oil as a mask to hydrate my skin during dry times. I replaced all those chemical & perfumed filled lotions and started using coconut oil as my moisturizer.

I wash my hair MAYBE once a week, YES I bathe daily!!! But when my hair is closing in a week of wear I like to add coconut oil to it for some good healthy hair food. I usually wear the coconut oil as a LIGHT hair mask and sleep with it in over night. I section off my hair and braid it back to for the night, and try to keep the braid in the following day. Then I was my hair that following night. It had made my hair so so STRONG, and shiny.

KNITTING –> my new favorite hobby

I have also enjoyed the idea of making my own clothing, but I never took the time to learn. I always chalk it up to something I was always wanted to do, but never actually did. Well I proved myself this year and I took the time to learn a new hobby, that included making clothing for myself. Enter Knitting, and I have become obsessed. I am just finish up with my first project and I have though. This is a hobby I can sit down and get lost in for hours. I think I have found a new favorite hobby.


I have been gifted all of my crystals I currently possess. I understand not everyone believe in the power of crystals and that’s all fine and dandy, but I do believe in their powers and uses. Crystals give off vibrations, and right now I am all about the vibe. My collection consists of:

  • Clear Quartz
  • Amethyst
  • Rose Quartz
  • Malachite
  • Adventurine
  • Labradorite